I miss you unendingly
Unbearably.
But what hurts still more
is that your life has ended.
That you can never again
wake to a painless day.
It’s not about me.
—-
I shall never know
if I ended your days
prematurely.
If I have committed
that unpardonable
irreversible
sin of sins
no torment
is punishment enough
not even if Pascal’s Hell splits into an infinity of Infernos
my soul searing in every one of them,
forever.
2012-07-10